So What's Your Story?

I've always had a testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ. Some people search - mine came with the package. I know where I came from, why I'm here, and where I am going. But the most unfortunate part of this story is that, still, after knowing all of this, I definitely have a past. A past filled with glorious Soap Opera descriptions - that I wouldn't want to bore you with:) -

I've debated how much detail to give - but that answer remains the same. I'll leave that up to your wild imagination. Here's the short version. A lot of regrets. A lot of wasted time. Should have been a better friend, sister, daughter - and for the first two years of Little C's life - mother. You never feel victorious for wasted time.

What made the difference in my life? The desire to be happy. The desire for change. I knew how to be happy. I had the keys. Was I ready to put the time and work in? Yes. Was it easy? No. Was it worth it? 100%

The gospel of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints is true. The same Heavenly Father who loves and helps me, loves you. Maybe you've already invited him in - or maybe he's waiting for your call. Please call or keep calling.

It will be five years this December since I made the appointment with my Bishop and I think I knocked his socks off. He was probably thinking, Oh goodness woman, do not tell me anymore. A guy in my ward told me that a bishop would be great in a poker game, because of their excellent "poker face". Collected on the outside, jaw dropping on the inside. YOU DID WHAT?! - My Bishop was magnificent. And I am sure it was the spirit directing him - not his skill at poker :)

So here's my testimony about the simplicity of the gospel. It is true. The Atonement is real. It's called the Plan of Happiness for a reason. Because - it makes you happy. Trials still come - some really hard trials- but living the gospel allows you to be prepared with your spiritual storage.

Just Do It.

When I was in high school I remember being in attendance at a missionary farewell. The missionary said a statement that has forever remained in my head, "Stay clean, or get clean."

It's easy to have a testimony when things are good. But, the gospel is still true when things are horrible.

Now, don't freak out - nothing is horrible in my life right now. We are doing quite lovely, which always makes me a little bit nervous - don't want to become too complacent and all that jazz :) - but just in case I hadn't told you -

It is worth it. For me, for my family. I choose happy.